Wow...It has been a while since the last time I had any thoughts or dreams.

......Yeah, um. So........................................

...........................well.................................

Just kidding!

I do have a lot of thoughts, a lot. Not organized ones.

The first day of Summer is coming and I am just feeling better about weather lately.

Every year I face my weak squid self in winter. I cannot get myself do anything, cannot get up in the freezing mornings, do not have motivation to do much and slightly depressed.  But now, I wake up half an hour earlier and go to the park with Tombo and mingle with all the dog people. I even do that weekends, which involves with some little Tai chi!

So I wonder, where this happy little me go in winter. And why the poop I live here if that turns me into a grumpy, crinkle-browed creature that cannot sleep at night for some unnecessary depressing thoughts and frustrations?  I do not even shave my legs. (did not need to know that? too bad) My friend, Alison, has a brilliant idea. She has this secret desire/ plan to go on migration to a warmer place for 3 months of the coldest time of the year! She can still be based in NY, no one needs to know where she is working from. It just needs a really good game plan and flexible work choices. I must have been drooling when she told me about it.

 Well, my point is that I am doing well right at this moment, and somehow I will have to do something about me in winter. I don't even know how long this "waking earlier and getting some exercises" thing will last either! I might have made it sound so easy, but I am still a sleepy lizard. Just a little happier lizard since it's warmer and more sun. Why don't I just focus on keeping up the good work for now.

Let's prepare for a good summer!